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&JE SUIS CLEMENCE

Name: Clemence Yeo
Age: 21 years of age.
Location: Singapore
I am worth, $1,797,920

Everyone has a part to play and you can do better than the people around you, if you believe.

What's important:
1) Helping others with your abilities and not just with money
2) Looking good and of course important, that's basic self respect
3) Feel important and be useful, there's a place for everyone in this world, find yours
4) Love those worth loving, family, friends, idols, dogs etc
5) Stay true to yourself, that's an often overlooked source of happiness


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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

18th entry: 16august2005 23:30
listening to: corrinne may's album

im currently engaged in a battle, a battle which every single one of us is guilty of being a part of. The battle to look better than before, not really referring to cosmetic surgery cos i think thats a little too extreme and costly. however, im in a battle and i feel like im going to lose it. i just had 4 of my healthy teeth extracted just to make braces so i can look more presentable and smile more dazzlingly. why the low morale? shouldn't i be upbeat about feeling better than before?

not exactly... the dentist took out a couple of my front teeth and there are obvious gaps in my teeth when i smile or talk. im very conscious about them and i almost feel like everyone can see those gaps even when my mouth is tightly shut. in this battle, my self-esteem was the very first to suffer from an attack. besides those huge gaps, i have trouble chewing with my front teeth as well as speak properly (i have problems pronouncing 's' and it seems like every other word that i use lately contains at least a 's') very very frustrating... and i haven't put on the braces, and i just wonder how much worse it can get. all these 'attacks' happened too quickly and i just wasn't prepared to deal with them (didn't have time to plan for the contingencies..)

anyway, im losing it.. guess i'll be staying at home as often as i can from now onwards, unless i have no choice or until i have overcome the embarassment of smiling without covering my mouth. actually, all this while i wasn't afraid at laughing at myself, but this time round it's different. i simply cannot allow myself to treat it like a joke and laugh it off. not when my self-esteem suffered too great a blow too suddenly. anyway, knowing my character i'll probably gather my reinforcements soon and eventually win the battle in a few days (latest a few weeks) and im confident about my victory. but right now, im just feeling down..


{/11:30 PM}
Typed by Clemenceyeo.